Last week I ate on Monday, Tuesday, Thursday and Sunday (yesterday)

I am ashamed for eating 4/7 days.

I am ashamed for feeling hunger again. It's because I've been eating more frequently so that has to end. Yesterday I ate three times: once before leaving home (I fasted 65 hours), then at Harvest Hoedown (an embarrassing amount that I will not write because I might cry here in class), and then the third time was when my family visited our friends.

I don't know when I'm going to weigh myself again. If I don't reach 95 by Halloween morning, I'm not trick-or-treating. I'm going to lock myself in my room and cry. I told my brother that we'd go out and have fun together. I need to reach my goal. I'm even going to reward myself with 2-5 pieces of candy. I love Halloween so I really want to have fun but I won't let myself if I keep eating.

This week I'm planning on completing my current fast on Wednesday 4-4:30pm at 70 hours. And then I'll do a short 24 hour one until Thursday at 4:30-4:45. And then my regular 70 hour weekend fast from Thursday 5:45 pm until Sunday.

So, in total, I will have fasted 164 hours out of the 168 hours in the week but I might increase it. I'm very good at fasting as long as I'm not offered anything. I feel bad if I decline offers.