my eating disorder hasn't gotten so much worse since june like it's really bad now
i used to eat once a day but now i eat 3-4 times a week and i can't eat in front of people because they'll think i'm fat

and TMI- the last "normal" period i had was in february. then i didn't get it again until april but it was basically water. then i got it again july 22nd (when i was in "recovery") and i haven't had it since

i don't know
i'm probably just going to get worse